A Story..

There was a girl who had failed in love many many times.
She thought she will never trust in love again.
She had gone through sadness and loneliness all by herself.
Always showing people only her happy and cheerful side.
Nobody ever knew that she was sad and empty inside.

Until one day,
She met a guy who is always cheerful at the outside.
But only she can feel the sadness in him.
He did not admit all his feelings of sadness at first.
But after that, he tend to open up his heart showing her his sadness and frustration.
He can't let go of his past.
He always thinks that it is his fault that he had hurt the one he loved~

The girl had always been by his side.
No matter it was late in the night or early in the morning.
She always stayed beside him comforting and supporting him.
Inside her heart, She knew that she was falling in love~
Her friends beside her saw that she was falling in love~
He knew that she was falling in love with him~
But she deny it.
She never wanted to let anyone know about it.
After all her failures in love.
She never wanted to lose him.
She kept her secret to herself and a few friends.
But deeply in his heart, he know!

Everytime when he tells her his problem and frustration.
She listens and give comment and suggestion.
But deep inside her heart, it hurts.
She tried all ways to avoid him.
But she can't let go of her feelings.

Until one day, she told him she was leaving soon.
He reacted in a way to always keep her company.
He was always there to reassure to her that he will always remember her.
He was always there to comfort her when she cries and not want to leave.

There was once, he kept his distance away from her.
She was sad and frustrated. So was he.
He did so to let the girl get use to not having him by her side.
He can't sustain his plan and gave it up.
He wanted to care for her.
He wanted to hav her by his side. As a friend.
She knew it very clear.
All she can be is his friend.

He was successful. He was on the way of acheiving what he wanted to be~
They made a promise.
He promise to do his best.
He promise to not forget her.
She promise to be back when he is successful.
She promise to believe in him.

On the day she leave.
He made her feel like he was hers.
But she knew deep inside that he was not.
She wish him best of luck.
He ask her to take care.
She know she will miss him much.
He told her he will miss her much.

After she left.
She never get any news from him.
All she know was his pathway of achieving his dreams.
But she did not know how he was feeling.
She wanted to know very much.
She wanted to be by his side when he was down or discourage.
But she never know how he was doing.

One month pass.
She still love him and thinks of him.
She still message him.
But he never reply.
There were news of him but not from him.
Everytime she thinks of him.
She cries.
She thought she will never trust in love again.
But she did.
Everyone thinks that time can change everything.
But it had been one month.
The girl still hadn't change her feelings for him.
There were times when she wanted to give up.
But she had not enough strenght to do so.
She kept her feelings to herself since then.
She quietly supported him.
Always wanted to be by his side.
She cries herself to sleep.
She cries when she thinks of him.
She misses him very much.
She knows he doesn't care.
But she don't know if he does.

.......... (To Be Continue)