I doubt so!

This few days...
Also see him online~
But hor... As usual... Don't get to talk to him~
Why?
Because even if I nudge him first... He wouldn't reply...
Why?
Because he say he is not on msn...
Got a feeling that he is with that person already ar...
But I don't know oo...
But I seriously doubt everything he say before already...
I doubt ALL of it!
Every single thing he said...
Every promise he made...
I doubt EVERYONE of it!
Don't know what to do...
Don't know what is going on though...
I give up expecting since 5months ago...
Since his last message...
But yet... I can't give up my feelings...
Why?
I don't know...
Urgh... T.T

Exam coming ar...
Gambateh!